Understanding old people when they are sick

It is probably hard enough for our children to understand us under any circumstances but when you are sick it seems to be even more difficult.   Your family has so many things going on in their life and you the sick one has only yourself to focus on in the illness.  Fortunately I can manage my own pills, doctor visits, etc. but little things can drive you crazy for example:
1. Taking pills.   I have to take so many pills just getting them ready every morning wears me out.   You have to take most of them with food so it means finding something you can eat in the Am, noon and at night to take with each set of pills. I have to have my coumadin level checked periodically and this is another challenge to keep track of.   I think it is the routine of carefulness that is so tiring.   It is important to carry your list of medications with you and review them with any health care professional so that you don't mix the wrong drugs.

2. Looking good and feeling terrible.   I try to take care of my hair and clothes and when you look yourself everyone thinks you feel good too.   Not so.   No one wants to go around looking like poor me.  Please don't get me wrong.  I am very grateful for everything my son and daughter-in-law does for me and I love living with them and the grandkids but there are differences and trying to understand them is important at least for the older person who has to really deal with them.  Right now my heart problems are complicated with a fractured disc in my back.   This is really frustrating because you can't bend over, pick up the kids or do regular straightening of your room.   Of course no one but you understands why doing any of that would make you feel better.   Just another thing you have to live with.
3. Finally going to the emergency room is no fun.   I am blessed to have good care givers at Austin Diagnostic Clinic.   My general physician has email and is always responsive to requests and information sent to her.   The cardiologists all take good care of you and Dr. Mejia my cardiologist is appreciated.   But it is very lonely waiting for tests and then next steps.   I am blessed with years of training in meditation and Healing touch and that helps the loneliness.

I hope these rambling thoughts help my kids understand a little about what it is to be old.  I'm sorry they have to go through this with me but I am really glad they are there for me and I thank them for all they do.